candor (candor) wrote,
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seems like forever

and whether I stay home or go out, every day I come home to sleep alone seems longer and longer (it might help if I sleep, but then, why sleep?), though since laments are generally reserved for the lands of the mostly dead where the ever so creative starving artists pines over lost loves and cries large and lonely tears for all the time passing unshared, I won't go a-wandering too far down that long and winding road at the moment...

no, here is for the more real stuff about life and this person I've come to know as me (do the archives do that conceptualization of this journal justice?... who's to be the judges?... anyone who has the time to read I suppose, since it's a public access channel here) and that's usually much happier than the silly self-pity moments that grab me by the neck and threaten to choke the living daylights out of me from time to time...

what?... it never happens to you?... well aren't you the lucky liar (ok, ok, I'll not tease, maybe you have never known a moment of sorrow or despair and perhaps you live a charmed life and it's not just that you are a superficial twit who thinks that TV is real life and emotions are toys to play with and if you truly have found the secrets to nirvana amidst the disaster that humanity is creating daily in this world, then more power too ya bro and may it rub off on the rest of us asap)...

as demonstrated most effectively by the diary where I do most of my writing these days (in case you wondered and didn't already know, which would mean you're new around here since I mention it altogether too often to be considered even remotely cool, but heck, I'm candor spewing candor and that isn't always a pretty site... or cool, even)...

miss me?...

well, you know where to find me, don't you?... recently I've expanded to other community sites too... why just yesterday I finally made a post at my blogger blog, though the service hiccuped so quickly that I am not sure I can trust it, but expansion is good in my world, so something good is happening somewhere and it'll find it's way out eventually somewhere... maybe even here, aye?...

and there's BlogMad...

you must know about blogmad, right?... it's just the best way to get more visitors to your site short of looking like your favorite hottie and posing nude... yes, nude pics of hotties does usually work better than anything else at getting more visitors to a site, but if you're not ready to get undressed and snap your shutter, then BlogMad is the next best thing... you surf other great sites (well, some are great) and for every site you visit, you get another visitor to your site... simple enough... there's more to do on the site like games and a fun community is gathering there (you can even find me in the shout box or in IRC for a chat if you're so inclined... let me know you signed up with my referral and I'll spot you some extra credits... how exciting is that?)...

so besides working way too much and eating out too much and longing for love in all the wrong places, BlogMad is where I've been spending much time... just look:

My BlogMad Ranking


I'm taking a break from racking my brain to remember as many of the sites I've registered on over the last nine years online because the ATT-SBC-YAHOO-PRODIGY merger (or whatever the heck they are doing) screwed up email accounts I've relied on for almost ten years and I'm scurrying around the web changing those email addresses before they can do any more damage... give me a small reliable company over a massive conglomerate any day...

yeah, so I've been way too busy to have a life anyway, no less too busy to lament over loneliness much, or even come here to update the candor as I used to do since 2001... luckily I find time at work to distract myself with this and that and the other thing...

so all is quite well, fine and dandy, even, here in my little world and I hope it's even better in your world... if you're still out there, let me know (yup, there's always hope around here) J
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